Do sometimes, you look into the sky and wonder what goes on the in the heavenly places? I see birds soaring through the sky and patterns of clouds dressed there in, but I wonder as I look deeper, is my mom looking at me? Is my husband? Is there a section in Heaven cheering us on as we run this race without them? Sometimes, I feel like a part of me have been amputated. I know longer walk or run the same due to my losses. I fight to get the old me back but she was buried with them in the casket. So I look to the Father who sympathizes with my weaknesses as He does yours. A better creation is coming due to our storms. I don’t know who I am speaking to, all of our stories and journeys are different, but I want you to know God is close to the broken-hearted (Psalms 34:18). You can draw near to the THRONE OF GRACE with CONFIDENCE so that you may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need (Hebrew 4:14-16). God has written a love story to you in His Word. To help in times like this. Hold on.